I dug my right heel into the rough-hewn
rock under my ledge chair. It hurt, and I wanted it to hurt.
I kept inventing new ways to test, to attempt to ascertain
what state of consciousness I was in. Evidence continued
to mount that I was indeed here in an embodied state, everything
seemed corporeal, but I could not imagine how I would come
to an awakened state night after night in the Ancient Cave
without remembering leaving my hotel room in Lone Pine, or
remembering my body being transported in some way over an
unknown distance. This was always followed by waking from
a deep sleep the next morning back in Lone Pine, groggy with
almost a headache, a headache that would lessen and then
disappear within an hour or so, with some of the relief happening
as I massaged my forehead in the general area of the “third
eye.” As I massaged my face and head, some memories
of the previous night’s instructions and/or lecture
would surface, but in a way that made it difficult to really
reflect on the actual event or associated instructions. Only
the practices, and explanations of the practices, were reasonably
clear. Everything else was rather like trying to remember,
through the haze of a horrific hangover, exactly what you
did last night when you were incredibly wasted. It was almost
twenty years later before the details of these nights began
to unfold into my “normal” consciousness.
“Yes, this place is hewn from rock.” Aaraak spoke, and it took a
moment to recognize the intrusion as he quietly spoke the very thought that I
thought I was having. I nodded, in part to clear my head, and looked to the stage.
He was seated, as usual, behind the small desk, flanked by his two silent companions.
“Tonight we are going to give you some background on two very important
concepts, lineages and transmissions, so that you can better grasp what happens
when a student interacts with a teacher.
“There are many well-traveled paths to the base of Mount Wisdom (that mountain
which springs from the Plain of Awareness and whose heights disappear into the
misty heavens). These myriad paths can be described as having their own character,
their own history, their own lineage, but upon close observation one notices
that they all follow one of two ways, or in synthesis, a combination of the two
plans.
“The first approach relies on study, on becoming acquainted with the teachings
and scriptures by investigative reasoning. The possibilities are then expanded
by intellectual endeavor, reflected on, and then contemplated. Many things are
left unsaid with this simple explanation. Firstly, why is the individual interested
at all? Possibly it begins as an exploration of ‘ways to increase consciousness.’ However
the potential student has arrived, only good things can come from it; if the
soil remains fallow, nothing was lost. The next problem is that approaching anything
with the intellect alone gives access only to the exterior. If that persuades
the student to go ‘interior,’ to attempt to unlock the potential
spoken of in the text, then the next step has been taken. The last problems are
that in order for the student to ‘reflect,’ the mind has to become
calm; and finally, in order to ‘contemplate’ the mind must be still.
In other words we have a path that is usually taken by people with big active
minds, but if they keep their feet on that path it leads them to a place where
their mind has been transformed into higher mind. We will discuss this transformation
at a later time.
“The second approach is that of the doer. The student receives instruction
and then plunges into practice, often without asking any questions at all. This
does not mean that this student is stupid or is entering the path on blind faith.
It relates to a completely different approach wherein the student wishes to see
if it works, no matter what the ‘it’ is. There will be time for questions
later--questions on technique, problems, on results, on the theory, on the goal.
“The third approach is to blend the other two approaches, to intersperse
some practice with theory and explanation. This is, of course, what ultimately
happens in almost every case. I know it pains the intellectual to have to stop
and monitor his breath, but by doing so his progress is both wider and deeper.
What good is theory if there is no practical application? Likewise, ‘the
doer’ can make more meaningful progress if she knows something about the
big picture; where is she coming from, where is she now, where is she going to?
When a doer gets immediate results from practice it can be like eating candy,
one just doesn’t want to stop. And we are not asking anyone to stop. We
are just tempering practice with theory, theory with practice. The ideal student
has a hunger for both knowledge and experience. As we arrive at the base of Mount
Wisdom all three approaches lose their distinctions, their separate qualities.
Which bears testimony to the fact that the differences in approach were largely
cultural, and certainly based on the inclinations of various personalities.
“So who exactly is disseminating this knowledge? Fortunately for us, there
are many schools of knowledge that we can access. By looking, we will discover
one that pleases our personal predilections. I recommend finding one that has
a proven lineage. The importance of lineage is not a theoretical postulation,
is not based on historical sacredness, it is exceedingly real for very practical
reasons. The lineage holders have access to the accumulated wisdom of thousands
of years of self-exploration, to the distilled experience of millions upon millions
of practice sessions. Additionally, they are experienced and trained in a system
that actually gets the desired result. If you were sentenced to life in prison,
would you just keep your senses active and hope that a way to escape appeared,
or would you accept instructions from others who had been in that prison in the
exact same set of circumstances and had been able to escape? If you don’t
look around and see humanity as largely caught in the pursuits of lower activities,
then it is understandable that you would not ask for help. If, however, you want
to expand your potential and aspire to open your higher centers, why wouldn’t
you consult the ones who have gone before?
“You are welcome to choose the path which best suits you. If you decide
that you have made a mistake, then you will simply try a different methodology.
Your mind can adopt fancy concepts and understandings, but it is in the actual
walking of the path that you will discover much about your inner self.” Aaraak
paused, at last, obviously giving me an opening to ask questions.
“I thought that you were my teacher, and that your path was my path.” I
responded.
“I am your teacher, but I am not your only teacher. Perhaps you should
think of me as the dean of your college. You will have many classes and many
teachers. You will consult me for an overview, for long-term planning, for answers
to a few difficult questions, and for particular problems. My path will be available
to you in the future. For now we wish for you to sample from the many bins available
to human beings on planet earth. Knowing something about these will create flexibility
and universality in you. It is better to consider this guidance as though you
were an initiate in a mystery school.”
“Is it a mystery school?” I asked, trying to define anything that
I could.
“We are more like a universal library. We do supply information to some
mystery schools and to a few individuals as well.”
This statement went beyond any “specialness” that I could imagine.
It was a claim of truly cosmic proportions. My brain was fast going into
shock.
Aaraak continued, “A teacher of adequate capacity has three ways to
actively convey useful and practical knowledge to the student[s]; these are
sometimes called the three transmissions:
“The first transmission is Oral. By word, spoken or written, the instruction
is given. Often there are stories, parables, or other elaborating material. A
powerful image that we offer of one who attempts to proceed with only oral instruction
is that of a small insect flying into a window and continuing to bump its head
into the glass in an attempt to get through it. It is so obvious where one is
going, why is it so difficult to get there? Additionally this window cannot be
real! It must be an illusion. It is an obstacle of my own making, perhaps. I
must continue in this direction as I know I am correctly following the Wise One’s
instructions. Bump, bump, bump. Bump, bump, bump. Finally the insect falls down
exhausted or dead. Oral transmission correlates to an awakening of the body.
“The second transmission is Symbolic. This usually includes an initiation,
and connects practice and student energetically, with the lineage as a backdrop.
It often uses mantra and visualization (sound and light) to complement and reinforce
the teacher’s intentions. The student is often very happy to get this special
teaching and special treatment. An image of this state might be the fat cat in
the corner, well fed and fussing about, getting the bed just right for a coming
nap. Symbolic transmission correlates to an awakening of the energy.
“The third transmission is Direct. This is Mind to Mind (in Tibetan systems),
Darshan (in Indian systems), and without (named) description in many other systems.
Words cannot begin to describe this, and so until the student actually experiences
it, it is just some theoretical mumbo-jumbo. The image here, for one that tries
to get somewhere using only this transmission, is of a bird that has one wing
that is twice as strong as the other wing. On hearing the music the bird wishes
to dance. Can’t dance? Oh well, we will fly. Having one powerful wing we
tend to fly in circles! Direct transmission correlates to an awakening of the
mind.
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“The Symbolic and Direct transmissions can only be given by those who have
achieved the Result of the given practice. Of course, the Oral transmission will
have very little value if it is not also given by an advanced practitioner, but
it is possible, both in good potential and bad potential. A glib wordsmith can
mislead many at a lower level, but the point I am trying to make here is that
all three transmissions (oral, symbolic, and direct) are very necessary for the
student who wishes to advance. So seek out the highest being that you have the
ability to discern and receive the full range of their teachings. Don’t
settle for anything less. This is not something to compromise on. Two necessary
footnotes to this are that it is highly desirable to have actual physical access
to your teacher and that you choose someone that communicates with you--WITH
YOU. This is one of two reasons that it is very important to have a physical
living teacher if at all possible. The second reason is to solve the problems
that the student always manages to manifest.
“In Buddhism much importance is placed on ‘the three Jewels’--Dharma,
Guru, and Sangha. Dharma is the path, the teachings, and more; it is respect
for the sacredness of life, for the spiritual nature of the universe, and for
the correct actions of correct living. Guru is your teacher when you are a limited
being that needs instruction, but here it means much more than that. Guru represents
the past wisdom, the accumulated past wisdom of all mankind. Guru also symbolizes
where you are going when you give up your personality, your momentary limitations.
Sangha is your spiritual community, most especially including your vajra brothers
and sisters--this means all those beings that you share instruction, practice,
intent, and spiritual effort with.“
Aaraak peered through the semi-darkness at me. “I think we will stop
here for now.”
I felt my consciousness flow downward toward my hara, and I was gone.